DESIRES....Too MucH

Something reflective.

2009-10-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

Have been watching BOF over the long weekend and found something that Jandi said to Jihoo rather meaning full. So, just want to share it here. Here's the original text:

가장 슬픈 마남은 생선과 같아.
The saddest meeting is one like a fish.

너를 만나면 만날수를 더 힘들어져.
The more you meet, the fishier it gets.

우리가 가장 조심해야 할 만남은 꽃화 같은 만남이야.
The meeting that we have to be most cautious of, is one like a flower blossom.

꽃이 필땐 기쁘지만 한낸 지면 버리게 돼.
When it blooms, it brings joy; but when it withers, it's to be thrown away.

가장 아름다운 만남은 손수긴 같은 마남이야.
The most beautiful meeting is one like a handkerchief.

네가 힘들 땐 땀을 닦아주고 네가 슬픈 땐 눈물을 닦아주지.
When you feel difficult, it wipes off our sweat; and when you feel sad, it wipes off your tears.

Dilemma

2009-08-12T05:17:00.000-07:00

What do we, human, seek for in life? My answer: fulfilment. However, what happen today totally revamped my initial response to this question. In fact, I've come to realise that there are still people aiming, mainly, for materialistic accomplishments rather than leading a life of their own. We seemed to be overwhelmed or rather controlled by our greed. I'm not saying that seeking fulfilment of materialistic desires is bad. In fact, I do use my goals as a driving force to better myself. But what I disapprove of is that some people are just too goal-oreintated. So much so that they seemed to live for fame and money and not for themselves instead. Life would be so pathetic in this case. won't you agree?

I've always tried to better myself constantly; striving for my goals, making breakthroughs and stuff like that. However, sometimes i just find it hard to persevere and continue fighting on with the many obstacles in life. Encouragements are needed at moments like this but where are mine? I feel like collapsing ocassionally but i jolly well know i can't. I tell myself that i live for myself and i'm proud to be who i am. But why am i so easily swayed emotionally by comments made by others at times(especially my beloved ones)? There are times when i tried really hard to achieve something but in the end..................*nothing-ness* Whatever the case might be, i revolve round the world and not the other way round. This is a harsh fact that all of us have to accept and the only way to survive is to persevere. No matter what, if one persevere, the sun will eventually shine a path for him or her. This is a belief that I wish to uphold and continue believing in. I seriously do..............

Life may be tiring and and seemed like an eternity like this, but no matter what we still have to persevere and move on. Isn't it?
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“The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes.”------ Thomas Hardy

My 15th baby

2009-08-08T18:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's RDA was fun and the kids were really cute. JC as usual was always throwing her tantrum at me. I don't know why. She doesn't like getting touched or felt i guess. She wasn't like that before june hols. Arghhh. 왜?!?!나 진짜 몰아!!!! 째씨아 그만해. 알아지?

I got my 15th baby from Converse. So happy that now my babies have one more 동생 to play with.

Doesn't look as vintage even though i fit my pics into polariod form. Anyone can help? using pho-shop?

As usual, i have the habit of naming my babies. So presenting to you:

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Cameron. Haha.

P.S. Took quite sometime to figure out how to convert my psd files to jpeg using pho-shop. What a noob am I. Keke.

Revival Post

2009-08-03T04:08:00.000-07:00

Hello once again. Previous blog became dead since centuries ago. Have been bottling my emotions ever since. Life's sux but what can i do about it. I feel like collapsing at times but i know i cnt. I want to do better and i've tried . but what i'm ended up with is ..................hais.*speechless*

Backpacks................zero
Babies----------none
Results,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,no way better
Stress..............LOTS

Why is my life so screwed up? Why? (x infinity)

Look on the brighter side, junxian. Life may not be as bad as what it seems. ♥mum, dad, friends.............they are all by ur side. Persevere!

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내 옆에 보아 있어서! dun fall for her cos she's mine xD

And btw, jus realize boa had a tattoo on her back. So sexy.....